god or nature
I wake up at half eight when she comes into my absent flatmate’s room that I’ve sequestered myself in to sleep, and she says come on get up you said you’d study. My last exam is today and I’m not prepared whatsoever but that’s fine because at least it’ll be over. I eat some weetabix and half-ass studying and accidentally fall asleep for a while, then it’s time to leave and I grab a grenade bar and take a bite and think Jesus Christ what was teenage me on, these are unfit for human consumption. Afternoon is exam time and I write whatever comes to my head which ends up being a very confusing anti-Bible stance that I don’t entirely agree with, but it’s over at four and I leave, get a bit lost in the exam centre car park then I leave for real.
What now? Get high and watch the rocky horror picture show again? I bought two boxes of hair dye on my way home - it’s the expensive kind, and the colour is ‘mahogany’, which I think sounds like a Bond girl with wealthy parents who live on a tropical island.
Maybe I’ll obsessively devote my summer to some useless passion project. It’s supposed to be thirty degrees next week - I could do the passion project thing after going on a heatwave bender. Though I’m not sure there’s anyone left who’s lost enough to go with me.